Hello! My name is Emma I was born in East Los Angeles. Im 30 years young but feel much older. I had been at war with the world since birth. Raised by a child Rapist Father and a Fear constrained Mother that allowed him everything. Including getting his way with me. Everytime I thought about killing myself something in my heart whispered “No!!” “Don’t”. I married my high School sweetheart out of fear of living on the streets because my Mom did not want me at home. She didn’t undertand my spiritual gifts. She always said I was just too much to handle. She later remarried. Her new young husband was also a child abuser. I tried warning my mother. Years later he raped my teenage neighbor and molested my teenage brother. My then husband saw my brokeness as my vulnerability. He became extremely violent and repeteadly made death threats. I was extremely unhappy. 13 years later I found myself at 279lbs. I was so unhealthy I couldnt have children. I was dead inside. Nothing mattered to me. I remember wishing I would die in my sleep (sleep apnea) All was dark!! Then in 2011 I began having dreams! Lots of dreams!! Really strange dreams ! About Alien UFOs ! Bombs! Earthquakes! Tsunamis!! Fast forward 2012 I decided its time to get healthy (current 210lbs) Then I risked my life to get out of that horrible marriage. I gave up my home, car, career. My family gave up on me for getting a divorce. I was alone and It was too late to back out. I began living on the street and well lets just say the street is no place for a lady. I became very ill. I was malnourished and the hospitals kept putting all kinds of Harmful chemicals into my body. Late 2015 I met my soulmate! His love began to put my pieces back then suddenly In late 2016 I began experiencing seizures and shortly after I suffered a stroke that left my right side nearly paralyzed. All I heard inside was “Dont let go!” I fought day in and day out! Youtube videos! Blogs! I knew there was more!! Last month I woke up fully healed after being guided to try sound therapy healing. Also my healing abilities have recently began surface. THESE ARE EXCITING TIMES! This is all I needed to know!! He lives in me!! I in him!! We are one Spirit! Unstoppable!! Guided by love and light!! Love wins Sistars !! Im so ready to do this!! Lets GO!!! 💪#awakeningthemasses #FOUNDMYPEACE #stubbornheart
LOVE this site and here I am for the Goddess Awakening party! I’ve been an empath my entire life. It took a long time to understand that I feel other peoples emotions and that was HARD. I have learned to have boundaries in my life and when to say NO and stick to it. Yep…the world is changing and can’t wait to see how it all turns out…..party on!
Hello! I want to introduce myself to all of you. My name is Mandee Elam. I am 31 and currently live in Aurora, CO, USA. I’m moving home to Vermont and New Jersey in 2 weeks. My plan is to stay in between my Nana’s (Brigantine, NJ, USA) and my Mom’s (Manchester, VT, USA). I feel at home and grounded by the Ocean and Green Mountains. When my health is better come spring, I want to live out of my car, camp around the continental US, renature, and continue writing the book I started writing a few weeks ago.
I quit my job as a Social Worker in December 2016. January started a whirlwind of medical, spiritual and emotional obstacles. I had an awakening and paradigm shifting experience in May of 2017 and have unleashed my self love and inner warrior. Now I’m healing and loving my body for the first time in my life, writing a book, and building a coaching business.. I will share more about all of this with you as we begin to get to know each other!
While beginning to heal, my spiritual gifts have been flooding me. Now that I’m not longer in the lower vibration of fear and anxiety, I’m breaking down walls and barriers left and right. I am so excited to join this community and grow and learn as much as I can. I truly believe that the feminine energy will heal this world. I’m thankful for the internet because it has allowed me to meet like minded women who want to help one another grow and rise. It has given me affirmation and inspiration. I can not wait to see what we all do. All the love and light <3
Ps. Feel free to send me a facebook message and introduce yourself. I love meeting new people <3
I love my SiStars! Thank you for this website! xoxo
I grew up in a strict Christian home with a lot of…”you can’t do this..we are christian..what will people think” unspoken..but heard loud and clear. I rebelled and did some damage to relationships and my own life and self esteem. Married 28 years and Divorced..now for 10 years. My views on many issues has come full circle..and have also evolved..from religeon to marriage etc.
I went to catholic school 6th, 7th and 8th grade. I consider myself a recovering catholic. Im pagan now. I believe that whatever one believes, that feels right in their hearts, helps them flourish into kind, supportive, compassionate humans is the right “Religion” for them. I chose to follow the Goddess and the old beliefs today for they are for the better of all, teach love, respect for nature and the earth rather than judgement or punishing. I do believe we’ve had many teachers in our past. Bhuddah, Jesus etc… As long as someone isnt pushing what they believe on me as the only way. Whatever floats your boat as long as it doeant sink mine. Love is my religion and spiritual awareness and awakening is the gift