I am a 57 year old woman living in South Africa. 10 years ago my I left my job which I loved, friends and life to follow my husband to live in the country. We only been there for 1 year when he lost his job once again. We’ve been unemployed ever since. My son is supporting me financially and his brother is supporting him. I grew bitter and resentful and no matter how hard I tried, the powerful feelings I feel, just won’t go away. I feel guilty and ashamed.